Oh dear. Keep praying. You already show an open, wise spirit. After the debriefing, everyone except me went for lunch. (When they hit the teenage years, that is a different story, of course!) You helped to put me squarely on a path to liberation. The lawyer said that, if anything, an SOR should have been filed by me and the Institution and put in my file as a warning. There are some things about Catholic culture and doctrine that seem strange to me (celibacy of priests, Assumption and Perpetual Virginity of Mary, papal infallibility, etc. A father is lecturing his son when his son interrupts him to say, I know Dad to which the frustrated father yells in reply, No, you dont know because if you knew you wouldnt have done it!. Thank you for your life and your writing! He explained that he intended to ask them to replace Bridges of Canada because it was his belief that they were not qualified to oversee Chaplaincy Services. I love reading your books- l have most of them-. Dear Brother Philip, She said it was like Goliath had come back to life. There I got to know Gwen and Mike Holland of the Fellowship of Christian Peace Officers. My children were safe. Since coming to Alberta as a chaplain 29 years ago, I have on many occasions reported the verbal, sexual and physical abuse of such people around me and under my care. Philip. This had a profound effect on me because Scott had not completed my work permit. I identify so well with what you write. Dear Philip Yancey , He welcomes your prayers. There must be a God, not just because Creation rings with Him, but also because in all of these deep and lonely breakings He has continued to help me praise Him again. Anti-Semitism from the Mennonites Philip. Your books make me feel as if we have spent a day in conversation on deeply held beliefs we both share. I have worked in medicine for 30 years. We forgive others because He forgave us. Have you ever considered visiting New Zealand? He has family values and has a record of integrity. His remission status came several times in a year and it served as deduction for his sentenced. Some examples. Thank you as this would probably not be a book I would have picked up and read on my own but I was intrigued after the event. Started my ministry with YWAM. Upon completion of your books, I have always thought that I must write and tell you what a great encouragement they have been to me personally. 12:21) No weapon that is fashioned against you shall succeed. (Is. Hi Philip, My prayer is that the Lord fashion a way for us to meet during our ministry tour. It is my understanding that both of these practices are violations of Canadian and international human rights. Oh how I love my God. Passing laws to enforce morality serves a necessary function, to dam up evil, but it never solves human problems., The first step in helping a suffering person is to acknowledge that the pain is valid and worthy of a sympathetic response., A philosophy may explain difficult things, but has no power to change them. Years after Yancey left home, his mother saw him in a newspaper profile contrasting his view of faith with hers. Gah. Think of someone you love, especially if you have children, think of them. I saw this quote today used in a Psychology Today article and decided I would take Mr. Emersons advice and write a letter of gratitude and appreciation to a few people whose works have had a significant impact on me. I made a profession of faith in 1971. And indeed, with God nothing is impossible. Spilsby claimed that it was my couch, but it was the old urine- and sweat-soaked couch from behind the gym. Where the Light Fell is remarkably honestI'd say even painfully so at times. After graduating from high school, he attended college in South Carolina. On November 30th, 2016, I had a meeting with the Prairie Regional Chaplain, Pastor Debbie Tanasichuk, and Brian Harder. FYIO, Ill give here one good source for checking the numbers. For whatever it is worth, I have passed this perspective on and tell you quite honestly that I have and do pray for you. I was recently bombarded with advertisements, all over social networks, for a book of yours The Question That Never Goes Away. Please respond to khaldoun.sweis@gmail.com, Im not sure how to respond. Marcello Salvate My two most common phrases are I dont know what to believe and Lord, is this really you?. I agree with much of what you say about the role of artists and the disappearing nature of most art. Always has, always will. My blog is called Calledtowatch.com, and as I prepared to make it live, I read your book Where is God when it hurts? which had been sitting on my bookshelf for a while. At the time, I thought he was right. Not a religion, it granted men direct access to God, to come as they may, Such divine privilege could have toppled Caesars Empire We currently attend a small Presbyterian church. I see no need to comment on the many points you made. you write next! It was only my dream but then you were on my heart next to Goethe. (RNS) When he first moved to the Rocky Mountains in the early 1990s, bestselling author and speaker Philip Yancey set a goal of climbing all the 58 peaks in Colorado that are over 14,000 feet. For what its worth, its a short book (160 pgs total) and I its designed to be an easy read. When I refused, I was dismissed without receiving any reasons in writing. I take a cocktail of medications and most likely will for the rest of my life. We desperately need people to speak some spiritual sanity here. I like to think of Mark 14:50/51, and that after the disciples fled a young man of dubious sexuality was still there defending Jesus. Dave Larkin, You have excellent taste in reading, as shown by that list of authors! Just sharing my gratitude for all your writing. Can you please recommend a book about forgiveness? It was new to me. I awake from blindness to seeing that wealth lurks as a terrible danger, not a goal worth striving for; that value depends not on race or status but on the image of God every person bears; that no amount of effort to improve physical beauty has much relevance for the world beyond., Jesus never met a disease he could not cure, a birth defect he could not reverse, a demon he could not exorcise. The issue is why God allows suffering. After reading Whats So Amazing About Grace for the first time, I wrote a short devotional about it for my churchs Lenten devotional book written by members of the congregation. We paused to have a cup of coffee when I learned she was widowed the same year my spiritual quest had begun. Notably, I knew nothing of a postal weighing machine in the Administration Building and was warned by staff to stay away from the woman who ran the that department. P.S. In this session, it was taught that all breaches of the law or prison security rules must be reported. Thats all I needed to know. Yes, I think a lot of it has to do with us humans relating to an invisible God. Just one sentence. Im basically alone 24/7. I am not at either extreme of the gay issue , I am just me who loves people no matter their struggles in life . All rights reserved. Some reacted mercifully with peaceful speech while others were hateful with a condemner speech. Ive searched for so long and so hard for a job, with absolutely no success, and am now down to my last couple of hundred dollars. I feel like both the father and the son with myself. From that time until today, I was exposed to some many coincidences that I had to marvel and wonder at what was happening. I asked Paul about the Christmas feasts/parties for each range, and as expected it was his way or no way. I look forward to reading the rest of your books! Could you tell me the title of the book so I can try to purchase a copy of it? I can only hope your words are as ministering to them as they are to me. In a Feb. 20 blog post, prolific Christian author Philip Yancey reveals he was diagnosed last month with Parkinson's disease. You just try to keep living. And then, in late December, Yancey traveled to Newtown, Connecticut, the scene of a mass killing earlier that month at Sandy Hook Elementary School. I kissed her goodbye and put her on the school bus, never knowing I would not see her again. Yancey told the parents in the audience that, biblically, God grieves as much as they do; that God loves their children as much as they do; and that God is deeply pained by the state of this broken world. Lately I have been reading John Stotts book Through the Bible Through the Year and was finding it quite helpful. Philip and Janet live in Colorado where Philip works as a freelance writer. When he received the card letting him know a tree had been planted in his mothers memory in the Holy Land, Paul became enraged and blew up at me, shouting very loudly, Israel belongs to the Palestinians, not the Jews!. I have read several of your books over the years, having just finished The Bible Jesus Read. First, the very people that were put into places of public trust and responsibility over me, people in the church, in government and the police, told me to keep quiet. Thank you for this, Sally. Phil goes on to quote Isaiahs take on a child who would be called Wonderful counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace, [who] would someday restore justice to the Earth. This, of course, begs the question, When Phil? After the initial shock wore off I agreed to a taped interview in the RCMP station in Summerside, PEI. What can happen, though, is that they may be constantly be told that they need to evangelize others, to love people, etc. You are on the front lines; I sit in an office in isolation and write. It has shifted the question What is the most graceful action/reaction from somewhere in the cluttered dusty back of my mind to the forefront. (1998), and many others. Grace Notes Gerchte in groer Auswahl Vergleichen Angebote und Preise Online kaufen bei eBay Kostenlose Lieferung fr viele Artikel! Follow my devotional: Disappointed with god I kept hoping that by the last chapter you would say that Richard finally made peace with God and is walking with him (I didnt make the connection with your dedication at the front of the book). Its a very confusing (and contentious) topic. God chooses not to intervene, but has a plan you can trust, He says that the only thing we can count on is faith in Immanuel, or you are with me. In light of tragedy, this is difficult to accept. That's what I long for in the modern church. Youre so very kind, Rod. I now understand that when I am weak, I am strong (in Him, not in myself, my possessions, what people think of or admire about me, etc.) In the parable of the Good Samaritan, the person who helps a wounded traveler on the road to Jericho is not an influential priest but a hated foreigner. We both knew then, and still know, that God brought us together, and it was not a coincidence., The pastor led me to Heartland Baptist Bible College, where I enrolled in the Practical Bible Training extension program. I live in Germany and have been reading your books. If I choose well, and God is pleased, how is God benefited? And we were taught that God answers prayers, miraculously, but my father died of polio just after my first birthday, despite many prayers for his healing., For Yancey, reading offered a window to a different world. Gulp, Im uncomfortable being compared with Patrick Mahomes and really uncomfortable being idolized. The suffix has birthed a colossus, an organized religious insanity It is much needed in our Christian world today. We look forward to more wonderful books. May God bless u. Janine Milliken. The next time I saw him he cried. Im now reading The Jesus I never new and having my eyes opened! I am studying communications and hoping to either fight for justice with the written word or through community engagement (at least partly inspired by the heroes I met while reading Soul Survivor as well as your other books and your blog). These books have been very helpful and challenging for me. The traditional age for creation is 6000 years ago. The Commissioners Affirmation I gave the first copy I had to a friend, who also gave it to another friend. David, Whosoever has not sinned, people! Mr. Yancey, you are, and will always be, one of my favorite writers. Again, thank you. I also told them that I had been bullied while undergoing Conversion Therapy, a form of psychological treatment that tried to make me into a heterosexual. We lost Jacob back in 2009. centered around insurance and banking contracts. I have indeed read N. T. Wright, and have the highest respect for his scholarship as well as his gentle spirit. The books Ive written on that topic are Where Is God When It Hurts, Disappointment with God, The Question That Never Goes Away, and The Gift of Pain.. The warm weather was exacerbated by nearby garbage bins with discarded food in them but no lids. I loved reading your book The Gift of Pain. He goes on to say, I dont think so. In his new memoir, Where the Light Fell, Yancey recalls his lifelong journey from strict fundamentalism to a life dedicated to a search for grace and meaning, thus providing a type of prequel to all his other books. Great story! A few months along, out of the blue my Pastor said he thought I should be ordained, and take on an outreach program for the church. Despite being a Christian for many years and praying about this for a long time I still struggled. I am involved in the integration of Faith & Video Games. Thank you so much for your time. For a while I have been wanting to send you a message and yesterday, I stumbled across a video featuring a talk of yours in Hong Kong (True Happiness?), prompting me to send you a note! I know theres enormous suffering out there, and hardships I cant relate to, and I dont want to take anything away from them God, but I need to hear you. Thank you for your challenging and engaging style of writing.N. Although I had more seniority and was more experienced than Paul, he regularly belittled and discredited me in communications with the guardsand other staff [24]. Here I was, trying to listen to the V and C guard in charge, and she was shouting. This year, our Medical Doctor told us that we have an almost nil chance because of my past chronically health problems that never seem to end. Heres the link to the youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w3EfssqGuQM, Benjamin, Stick with Moltmann and the rewards will come through; he does require effort, though. I went straight to the Wardens office and complained, and Warden Clovis came out with me and we went around to the door where I had been instructed to go through by V and C. There, the Warden was confronted by an angry Mr. French, who told him they were searching an inmate. This truly encourages me. Rather than simply shrug my shoulders, however, I decided to study the topic in depth and that is when I came across your experiences and writings. She called US Immigration right away and said I was in the USA illegally, which was not true and I was heading out , she hated anything slightly Gay. Takes 2 seconds go check out kiva.org. Can you give me your source? It helps me to consider alternatives. Thus this book has particularly interested me. Ive stood in Eastern Samar in the Philippines were Typhoon Yolanda killed over 6,300 of Rubys countrymen and women. Philip Yancey (born November 4, 1949 [1]) is an American author who writes primarily about spiritual issues. Its so easy to call on believers to say the right thing instead of asking them to follow the gospel in actions that offend the world and is considered judgmental. Philip, Thank you so much for your reply and your help! How perfect that you are using Gods comfort for you to extend comfort to others (See 2 Corinthians 1). I have had a desire to write for some time, and have been doing so for over a year, and would like to publish a book. It is truly heart warming and humbling. Instead of talking it through with me and praying ,they reacted by removing me from the mens dorm, . I have grown up in church and Christian schools and have experienced and witnessed both tremendous grace and painful ungrace from Christians, though I most strongly associate church and Christians with the latter. And I can certainly appreciate that as well. I have asked for an apology so many times. One thing that kept me going was my hope that Paul would not be around much longer. There are some sensitive and controversial aspects to this book that I need help navigating, and Whats So Amazing is just that. This complaint describes the work environment at the Edmonton Institution, as well as the long series of events leading up to my dismissal from this facility. That said, I felt like you sold yourself short in some ways as you described this transient nature of art. Dear Mr. Yancey, I attended CIU from 99-03 and first saw your book The Jesus I never knew on the nightstand in the alumni center when my parents came up for a visit one weekend. Dont get me wrong my parents did many good things for me. You seem so much wiser than I am. Nevertheless, I always had just enough and with Gods help I moved on from my depression and started volunteering at a long-term care facility, taking services and doing visits. I think He is amused. And he said to them, this is your stance in the world. I recently read Vanishing Grace while on a mission trip to serve the poor in the appalachian mountains of Kentucky. On this Wikipedia the language links are at the top of the page across from the article title. The issue here is that crying out to GOD yields no results at all. Thank you for your concern for him. From Gods timeless perspective, our end is known, Yes, Augustine wrote some remarkable reflections on timelessnesslong before modern cosmology gave a theoretical basis to what he intuited theologically. Then he is not omnipotent. Out of these, the cookies that are categorized as necessary are stored on your browser as they are essential for the working of basic functionalities of the website. Theres the evidence that demands a verdict. Weve gone from trying to check off the peaks to enjoying the wildflowers along the way, said Yancey. Paul told me on December 27th, 2016 that me telling the Warden that he was bullying me was outrageous. And all of us Americans are addicted to Comfort. You can follow Jesus around, and he always responds with compassion and comfort and healing. This includes his assets, money, and income. Brand did. Links & References: I am returning to Jesus ministry at points of confusion. However the last few months have been some of my most desperate. Just let it be. This amplified the discomfort I have been feeling for many years about the emphasis of evangelicalism on a personal relationship and emotional experiences with God that I simply could not relate to, as much as I wanted to. It was you and your book that reminded me that mourning and dancing could touch each other; and they actually embraced each other in my life. Stalins Great Terror, Katrina and Galvestons storms, Europes Black Death, Chinas incredibly deadly dynasty battles, the tornado outbreak in 2011, WWI, WWII & The Civil War, the Holocaust, throwing acid on Afghani schoolgirls, religious wars such as the Thirty Years War and the Crusades, Krakatoa, last months Hajj Pilrimage trampling, Idi Amins reign of terror, Oklahoma City, the Spanish Influenza epidemic, Bhopal and Union Carbides methyl isocyanate poisioning (I teach about this one in HazMat class), Haitis quake, Rwandas genocide, Sandy Hook, female genital mutilation, the Challenger Space Shuttle, or closet to me, 9/11. 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